Monday, July 27, 2015

Preparations.

Ok, today's the day I talk about my parents again... and about some really exciting things that we get to be a part of in a few days.

So, both of my parents were born and raised in Guatemala. And once again, no, haha, Guatemala is not in Mexico. It's its own country! Here's a picture of a map to prove it:


And no, we do not speak Guatemalan there; we speak Spanish (They do speak 26 Mayan dialects there, but the last people in my family who spoke any of those are my grandparents; we never learned--I wish we had, though!). Anyway, both parents heard and accepted the Gospel when they were fairly young, and they both had the incredible opportunity of serving missions. Mom served in Honduras, and Dad served in Costa Rica and Panama.

After their missions, Dad's family moved to the capital, and his family lived a house away from my mom's family's house. They went to YSA activities together and eventually, Dad had the courage to ask Mom out. Mom's two years older than Dad, so he was kinda intimidated by her. Well, they eventually got married and had both of us. A few years ago, Dad received the great opportunity to come to the U.S. to come to practice dentistry in California. After much fasting and prayer, Mom and Dad decided that moving to the U.S. would be a great opportunity for our family, and we moved to the States.

Over the years, Dad has taught us that everything we have comes from our Heavenly Father. He is such a hard worker! He loves to give back to the community, and he loves our people in Guatemala. Starting in 2008 we began to do what people here in the U.S. call "humanitarian" trips. We like to call it "remembering our roots." We travel to a village in the interior of Guatemala and Dad and Mom have found ways to connect with the local schools, where we've gone to talk about the importance of education. This village is a place with little resources. People are very poor. Most children drop out of school before 6th grade, because they must help their families with income, so they begin to work. Dropping out of school creates a poverty cycle in the community, and few, if any, ever break out of this cycle and gain a profession. Since Dad's a dentist, we also talk about the importance of oral care, because poor oral health can lead to painful infections and can affect overall health. Here's a few pictures of our projects over the years.






Well, these past few months, Dad and a few lawyers have been hard at work to create the Miguel Edelio Vargas CanahuĂ­ Association, which, pretty soon will be an organized and legally recognized NGO. The organization hopes to strengthen and promote education in Guatemala, and we will pool all of our family's talents to try to help our people, in the ways we can. Dad's education and practice as a dentist will be one of the talents and resources that we will primarily use. Dad has helped with the construction and setup of a small dental clinic and pharmacy, and we hope that one day, this establishment will grow into a community hospital.

Well, our next trip is coming up in a couple of days, and here's the plan.

We will be doing dental work for the community as well as educational talks in schools. Dad has worked really hard to establish all connections in the community, and they'll start advertising the free dental work on the week that we arrive. We also had the idea of helping with the empowerment of women in the village. Women are such an important part of a community, and in this specific community (as well as much of the world, of course) women are often put down, assaulted, and used, and their education is often dropped when they become pregnant. We will be doing a talk with high school girls, and we'll emphasize education, self-esteem, and self-image. We've been putting together little gift bags for them, which include hair ties, a cute and simple hemp bracelet, and we'll add some personal care products in each bag.

On this trip, our family friend Manuel Zamora and his wife, Brooke Zamora, will be joining us, and they have helped with the collection of materials. Manuel and Brooke will also be helping us with the dental work and educational talks; we're excited for their participation, and we know that this will be an incredible and unforgettable experience for them as well.

We're so grateful for all the donations that people have contributed; we'll put up pictures as soon as we can. For more info on our humanitarian efforts, here's the family blog:


It's not a complete blog yet, and it's a work in progress, but as for now, it tells the beginning of our story.

Anyway, I'm stoked!!!

That's the future. But here's a bit of an update one the past couple of months:

MAY

I went rock climbing for the first time... Holy freak dang I was scared. But I did it! You can't really tell from this picture, but it was about a 35- or 40-foot wall. 

 Dear Velma passed away. Her funeral was a beautiful service. I learned so much during my time as her caregiver. She truly made a difference in my life.

 Payson temple Open House. 

 Took Mom and Mel on the Bell's Canyon hike. They loved it!

Em came to visit and we had an awesome night of seeing Daniel's talented work on the house he designed up in Lehi and latin dancing afterwards.

I'm wearing, shorts, I promise. My satchel just covers them. 

JUNE-JULY

 Kel's bridal shower!!!! 

Kel's Bach party... haha she'll kill me if she sees this.

Kel's wedding day!!!


Photo cred: Nicole Madsen. She's an incredible photographer!!!
Cristel and I used Kel's wedding as an excuse for a road trip and went to SF and Carmel. 






Sometimes , I leap like a gazelle. Nbd.

 Fourth of July fun.



My family amused my love for exploring and joined me for a hike to Donut Falls.


I love how Dad fosters my exploring spirit. He Spider-manned all the way up to the falls with me. Haha, he wouldn't get in the water for the picture though. He said it was too cold :)


We went to the Zac Brown Band concert. I confess I knew nothing about them til the night before the concert. But, they converted me to country music. They were sooooo good!!!! And we had a blast. Video credit to Mike :)

Cristel and I loved helping out as interpreters at the Junior League Care Fair in SLC. Events like these are what motivate both of us to seek higher education, in the hopes that one day we can use our many blessings to help our people. 

We went to see J. Alvarez in SLC. He was a diva and didn't come out til 1 am, but he was great. 



Well, like I said, I'm stoked for the upcoming trip! Pics up soon.

<3, Christel. 

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Catch-Up

These past few months have been amazing. Here's what I've been up to summarized in whatever pictures I could find. 

JANUARY
This lady came back into my life!!!

We went to the Sundance Film Festival in Park City. My goal for the night was to find Mindy Kaling, but I failed! We still had a fun time just walking around. 

We went to the coolest restaurant. My pal Evan showed it to me one time we went up to Park City in December. I have no idea what the name of it is, but I can find it! The chef here makes the best salsa verde.

Mel and I had the incredible blessing to attend her nephew-in-law's baptism. It was such a great day filled with the Spirit, we had to seize the selfie opp!

FEBRUARY
Cristel turned 22! We celebrated at Happy Sumo with the crew. Always a party. 



UMMMMM I REGISTERED FOR THE MCAT. WHAT.

That one time I got this gorgeous bangle from Rocksbox and was completely obsessed with it. I almost bought it... but then thought $40 would be better spent elsewhere. 

Valentine's Day dance with the best dancer around. I miss this pal now that he's on an internship in China!!

Valentine's Day! I bought this sweet top from Francesca's and loved it! Until I washed it and it shrunk to baby size. But, oh, Valentine's Day. So many fun activities....So many memories. 

I tried SushiBurrito for the first time. WOW. DELICIOUS EXPLOSION IN MY MOUTH. 

MARCH
This fantastic guy offered me a 5th row seat to the Jazz game. Pretty much made me feel like a celebrity, so I had to Snapchat our selfie. Mike's quickly become one of my favorite friends, and for more than just the sweet tickets of that time. We understand each other. Most of the time. Haha. 

I left for Guatemala! And we took a trip to El Salvador with the fam bam. Here we are at the San Salvador Temple. Gorgeous. 

We had an awesome ride to the beach and fantastic beach time.

My internship gave me the opportunity to see some sweet surgeries. I'M SO EXCITED TO BE A DOCTOR. That's all. The doctors were the nicest, and I loved how all the nursing staff called me "Dr. Coronado." It fit perfectly and I can't wait to be called that for real. Here are some of the less gory pictures I got to take! I promise this is not a HIPAA violation. 


Finally, we visited Antigua and had a sweet family reunion. I'm so grateful for all these amazing people in my life. Can't wait to start the NGO and see the progress of everything. 






APRIL
Coming back to Provo was kind of a bummer after all the awesome Guatemala adventuring. This month I studied like crazy for the MCAT, which I take on May 22nd! I'm more than freaking out. But, I'm trying to replace that fear with faith. I've still had time for some fun, including our dancing nights, and fun hangouts with friends. 



Because we laugh more than talk. :)

It's been a few awesome and adventure-packed months. I'm down to the grind with the MCAT, but i'm glad after that after it's done I can concentrate on my med school application and summer. Prayers are appreciated on my behalf as I prepare for my test on the 22nd! 

<3, Christel. 

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Remembering Lot's Wife

There's always something exciting about the word "new." 

The word makes me think of so many things, but, given the time of year, it makes me think of a whole year of unwritten experiences. 

My family's always pretty good about encouraging us all to write down new goals, and we spent plenty of time talking about resolutions over the last week. Today, however, I ran across something that encapsulated all my thoughts about a new year. 


I can't say anything better than Elder Holland, so please, read his words. 

Also, under that same theme, this hilarious video: 


My favorite part about Elder Holland's talk comes at the end, where he says, 

"Faith is for the future. Faith builds on the past but never longs to stay there. Faith trusts that God has great things in store for each of us and that Christ truly is the 'high priest of good things to come.' 

Keep your eyes on your dreams, however distant and far away.

Live to see the miracles of repentance and forgiveness, of trust and divine love that will transform your life today, tomorrow, and forever."

So for my goals this year, I plan on taking Elder Holland's counsel. I'm gonna keep my eyes on my dreams, because like he said, the future holds everything. 





2015, I'm ready for ya. 



<3, Christel. 

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Struggles, Confessions, Realizations, and Truths

Dear Reader,

I think I'm writing this post because I believe it's time I acknowledge things to myself. In light of recent events, I'm sorry if this post seems a little uncontrolled. But I've prayed for strength and I know that it started to come from that moment that I felt like I fell down because I could not keep myself together.

This all started when I realized that I've gotten real good at doing/saying what other people expect. Thank you Bret Mortimer and Maddie Beeton for your thoughts and your words in your blogs. You are truly yourselves and I'm so thankful for you. I think I've read and reread your posts like ten times now and I would like you both to know that your words have made a difference in my life and my journey.

Today, I join your voices: I hope that this post does not inspire angry feelings; I am writing in the hopes that my situation and my realizations will one day help someone who finds him/herself in a similar place. Even if it is myself, again.

MY STRUGGLE AND CONFESSION.

In the last few months, I made myself believe that only my successes made me valuable, and I refused to do anything but succeed. I covered, repressed, and/or ignored any hint of failure or weakness I sensed not only in myself but also in a person I came to care so much about.

REALIZATION.

My mind was a world in which I did not fully acknowledge my Savior; a place where I shared the power to not only save myself, but this other person as well.

I believed that I could solve problems by myself, including those that weren't my own, by simply believing that I could.

I thought I could do everything: live my dreams, fulfill my desires, and be myself in a situation that I knew from the beginning wasn't mine to try to solve.

This realization does not mean that I regret a single moment of the last 10 months. That time has led me to the last couple of days, in which I believe I've grown and I will continue to grow if I rely on the only person who CAN save.

TRUTH.

I now understand that my experiences up to this point are meant to remind me to be humble. That His plan for me is better than my plan for myself. That I cannot make choices for someone, and that all things can be understood in their proper time.

I also understand that the Lord gives all of us weaknesses so that we can become stronger (Ether 12:27). Weaknesses remind us that Christ is our Savior. 

For a moment, I thought that my hopes and dreams for my future took a sharp turn into an unknown direction. But is that direction really unknown? It really isn't. I have not been alone for a single moment (Footprints in the Sand). My plans have not felt like they were wrong. My attitude was wrong, and that's what needed a change. Knowing all of this has made the world of difference. The ice cold feeling I had on Sunday has slowly been reborn into the warmest, kindest of fires. And he played the largest part in helping me understand that. 

I'm grateful that General Conference is this weekend. I'm grateful for prayer and for revelation from modern day prophets (See this: Where is the Pavilion? and this: Pres. Uchtdorf's talk at Women's Conf). I'm grateful for my patriarcal blessing because it reminds me of my purpose in this life. I am grateful for a brother who did not hesitate to say yes when I asked for a Priesthood blessing. I'm grateful for my sister for listening to everything and for understanding. I'm grateful for him for encouraging me to go in the right direction. And for having played such a loving part in my life. I'm grateful for that random stranger that cheered up my night by simply talking about his life. I'm grateful for a new roommate that's been so kind to me. I'm grateful to have family visiting this weekend; I know we're gonna have so much fun and I'm so excited gahhhhhh!! I'm grateful to all of you who have already called and texted me, and invited me into your apartments and homes and even workplaces and offered cookies and pumpkin bread, and Chipotle, and Insanity, and possible Katy Perry tickets, and most of all, offered your time (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! :)). I'm so thankful for my family because I know they see my potential and encourage me (sometimes through the most unexpected of ways) to fulfill it. I'm grateful for the following conversation: 

Me: You know what Taylor Swift says, Shake it Off.
Brendan: You know what Enrique Iglesias says, Bailamos. 

But most of all, I am grateful for a Savior who is aware of me. Because He is the only One who understands me completely. He understands that my feelings have been a roller coaster of sad-happy-hopeful-liberated-confused-determined-lonely-grateful-idontevenknowwhatelse and that He still loves me. He is the only One who is forgiving enough and who is not afraid of my failures and my problems and has the unique ability to say, "Yes, I know what you're going through. It's hard for you. Lean on me, and try again."

Borrowing this from Maddie's blog. Such true words.

Thanks for taking the time to read my crazy ramblings. Prayers are appreciated :).

PS. The following are links to the afore mentioned blogs. Maddie and Bret, you are both golden. 

Maddie's Blog: With All Our Hearts

Bret's Blog: Golden State Style

<3, Christel.