In Loving Memory

Last week was one of the saddest times. 

Dad and I traveled to Guatemala for a vacation. We had planned this vacation a long time ago, but we knew that it might be a sad visit. Two weeks before, my mom left to Guatemala to go take care of my Grandma, who wasn't doing so well. We went to visit her as soon as we landed. 

Tears streamed down my face as I saw the sad conditions of hospitals in Guatemala. I could see the suffering in her face as my mom pleaded with the doctors to see her. I will never forget the hour that I spent in that hospital. 

She passed away not two days after that. Despite these sad last days, Grandma lived an exceptional life. She never could boast of riches and of fancy things, but her life is an example to me of a woman who was optimistic, creative, brave, strong-willed, humble, and a true follower of Christ. 

I remember her crying when speaking of one time when I feel asleep at her feet when she was cooking. 

I remember her faithfully waiting for the bus to drop me off from school when I was two; she would walk home with me and sit with me as I drank my bottle. 

I remember her patiently teaching me how to hold a crochet needle, undoing my awful stitches, telling me to start again. 

I remember her feeding me toast with butter and jelly, and letting my sister and I watch TV while mom and dad came home from work. 

I remember cutting the flowers from her yard when we would play kitchen with the cousins and her stern admonitions to leave the flowers be. 

This one time, my sister, cousin, and I wrinkled up a Kleenex and tied it to a string. Every time she would bend over to get it, we would pull the string. When she finally realized what was happening, she yelled out an insult, and then started laughing along with us. 

She was patient with me when I was a brat. She even defended me when my parents got mad. 

She taught me to love my country and about patriotism and civic duty. 

She taught me a love for history and art.

She taught me that my strong will, imagination, and intelligence are what make me myself. She taught me to speak my mind, and to not be afraid of what others think.

She taught me to be kind to others, to respect others' opinions and ideas, and to reach out to the spiritually and physically needy. 

No long eulogy would do her justice. 

I am grateful to her for her great example of a Proverbs 31 woman. I know I will see her again someday. 

María Rosario "Raquel" Medina Ortiz
26 March,1922- 21 August, 2013

How I spent my summer

Summer is almost over! Two weeks-ish and it's back to school and life. I guess it's time to recap how everything went. 

Week 2 of EFY was fantastic. I had the chance of going to my future campus (hopefully!) and spend a week there with some wonderful people. I was in a trio again with Nate and Lauren and we had a great company. It was my first time working with the youngins. It was slightly harder and I felt more like a mom than a counselor haha but it was great. Thursday was the day of our testimony meeting, and I have never felt the Spirit more strongly at a 14 yr-old meeting. Their testimonies were incredible! 

Forever Strong: Lexi, Rachel, Lauren, Kirsten, Kolson, Amanda, Makae, Carmen, Zoe, Regan, Tasha, Taylor, Colby, Cole, Alyssa, Nathan, Nathan, Olivia, Rebecca, Tyler, Brittney, Jodi, Savannah, Makenzie, Tasha, Whitney, ? , Regan, Rebecca, Cassie, Cameron, Sam, Konner, Caleb, Chandler, Carson, Porter, Lauren, and I.

I'm blanking out on one of the boys' names, and a couple of the girls' names mainly because this group had a lot of similar names! If I forgot your name, I'm sorry. It was a while ago, but I promise I remember your spirit :). 

I then had a week off to come home and meet my new nephew, Daniel Seth Johnson. He's perfectly precious because he's a lot like me. But I guess even if he wasn't like me, I'd still like him. He's a bit sassy. 

Isn't he the cutest!?! My sister and bro in-law are really happy! This tiny addition to our family has already brought so many blessings, and I'm so grateful for him. 

Week 3 of EFY I was blessed to work with the youngins again. My trio this time included Matt and Natalie and we had so much fun. We worked really well together and we had some pretty good laughs with our kids. They were full of energy and always ready for all the activities. We won the cheer-off with an incredible re-wording of Imagine Dragons' Radioactive. The chorus went something like this: 
"I have great faith, I feel it in my bones, enough to lift my spirit up, welcome to the new way, to the new way, welcome to the new way, to the new way. Whoa oh oh, whoa oh oh, I'm forever happy, forever happy..." 

Needless to say, our company name was Forever Happy. 

Me, Matt, and Natalie

Shandee, Camden, Katie, Gabe, Olivia, Sarah, Jesse, Jamie, ?, Erin, Keaton, Daniel, ? ? Kaylee, Sara, Celia, ?, Madi, ?, Paige, Rebecca, Merril, Adrielle, Makayla, Drew, Spencer, and Caden

 Once again, blanking out on a few. A cool experience from this session:
 This was an ASL accommodated session. Out of 300 kids, 11 were deaf. Everyone did a good job of including the deaf kids and being friendly, but my favorite, most spiritual experience of the week was during the Variety Show. A deaf girl got up to play the piano and her interpreter told us that she just wanted to bring in the Spirit through her song. It was honestly the worst piano playing I have ever heard. But what happened after was incredible. As the girl was chomping away at the piano keys, a murmur started in the crowd. Eventually, the whisper got to me. The girl in front of me told me to stand up and cheer like crazy when the playing was over, and to pass it on. I passed it on and the song ended. Everyone in the audience stood up and cheered for this little deaf girl. Tears welled up in my eyes and spilled over as I saw her grin. 299 kids made that deaf girl feel special and loved that day. And I will never forget it. There are good people in the world! The Gospel of Christ reminds us that we are all brothers and sisters and that we are all in some way or another handicapped. We all have different things that we struggle with. But we have each other and we can help each other feel loved and appreciated. 

Week 4 was fantastic. The Unperishables was our name, and the Brown Team lead it. #brownteam #davidisbrown. With these people I learned a lot about myself, actually. I learned humility on that last friday, and I learned patience and forgiveness. The last dance with these guys was a blast. But even from day one, I have never seen a company bond so fast. The Spirit was with us from the get-go and I know that a lot of prayers were answered. 

Tiffany, Bethany, Ariel, Anna, Cassady, Jordan, Rachel, Emily, Bethany, Makenzie, Jaden, Nick, Ryker, Jordan, Joe, Mason, Sam, Jordan, and Blake. Me, and David. 

I think this picture conveys this company perfectly. We were all ridiculously weird, and we loved it. We danced, and twerked in secret (only as was appropriate haha) sometimes, we cheered, and cried together. I saw miracles happen in my life and the lives of all of them during this week. I was so blessed to have been able to teach them and to be taught by them even more. I do hope I get to see some of them soon again.

This week I also was given the chance to be cast in a music video! It was for the EFY program and it was awesome. We had to learn the song in like 20 minutes, and then we did some shots! It promotes the EFY program and what it stands for, as well as the power of music. 

Right Place- Beyond 5 <-- check it out right here!

I then had another week off in which I did nothing but sleep a lot. I did hang out with my dearest friends though, and we went to the Mona Rope swing! 

Check it out <--- It was a blast. 

I came into week five feeling awful and sick. My throat was a mess and I had a terrible headache. Little did I know that my life was about to change once more. 

I met my girls which were all wonderful and ready with so much energy for the week. We met the boys and they were all fantastic as well. 

Travis, Ethan, Dustin, Carly, Josh, Courtney, Rylee, Taylor, Gabby, random photo bomber, Ben, Steven, Will, Me, Dani, Mara, Courtney, Kylee, Danny, Elsa, Carlos, Rebecca, Mikelle, Madee, and Josh. 

I can say with confidence that all of us learned the most from Danny and Carlos this week. Their stories are incredible. I found out that Carlos (in the front with blue stripes) was born completely normal. When he was two years old, he was a victim of a drunk driving incident that paralyzed the right side of his body. He now struggles with his speech and his manner of walking. But he is one of the most humble, happy, and spirited people I have ever met. Danny "westside" as we liked to call him has his lower body paralyzed. He is from Oakland, CA, has 11 siblings, and is trying to find a second job to help his dad out. 

My co and I were blessed with an increased testimony at the end of every day, but I could tell that that last day both of us realized just how blessed we had been with our youth. We learned that the Lord has a special way of teaching his children, especially when they least expect it. And that we must look for these teaching and learning opportunities and embrace them with a good attitude. 

I know EFY was the place where I was supposed to be this summer. I'm so grateful for the lessons I learned, and I pray that as I try to live in a manner that is close to the Spirit and Christ's teachings, I will be blessed to know how to improve.  

I'm stoked for this next year! My classes are gonna be killers, but it'll be a good challenge. 

Senior year of college, here we go.